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posted : Monday, January 18, 2010
title : Poly? JC? Neither!
I am such a typical indecisive hormonal teen. Everytime people ask me if I want to go JC or poly my answer would be "neither". Because this is really what I want. NEITHER. I don't want to go JC. I don't want to go Poly. What I really want is to go to an arts instituition. But arts instituitions are private & really really expensive.
Also, I am scared of using art as something which I'd want to pursue in the future. 1) It will kill my passion 2) I'm told that there are not many future prospects for artists in Singapore So that leaves me the choice of going to either a very very academic instituition or a more hands-on kind of education. I'm happy that this time round Ibu was more flexible with me on the whole going to Poly thing. But I weighed out the pros and cons, and decided JC is the way for me, because I am still searching for that something which I really really am passionate about. Anyways, right now I feel really dull sitting at home, not doing anything at all which I have interest in. I sleep like a sloth nowadays and get all sorts of cravings at home. Which is very un-typical of me (not on the craving part though). Sigh, part of me wants JC to start, the other part.....well, not really looking forward to the people. I hope the next few days I would find something really productive to do. The only productive thing I did today was to read a whole wikipedia page on loch ness monsters. Ah I am getting lazier! |
