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posted : Tuesday, June 08, 2010
title : I'm not a machine, not meant to be used
I am honestly tired of trying to pacify people over and over just so that they can get the satisfaction for themselves. I'm okay with listening to people and their problems, but it's time i quit playing nice and let them deal with reality - harshly.
It's not that I am being individualistic, it's just that people are. I know everybody has their own issues, but people need to understand that I do too. And I might look all cheery and happy when deep down inside, I really am not. What I realised is that usually people who are encountering really huge problems are the ones who try to be happy on the outside, because they don't need another reason to feel down, by bringing other people down along with them. I encounter emotional turbulence maybe everyday and trust me, my problems are not trivial either. What I really dislike is people constantly dwelling on the same problems, thinking that it won't get better. Whatever happened to faith, huh? Hope that god is there to alleviate pain. I learnt that you can't keep moping around, it won't help. It won't alleviate your problems and neither will it bring you anywhere. If you only have people pitying you all the time you're gonna feel even more sorrier for yourself. Is that what most people want? If it is, well then fine, be ready to embrace a life full of sorrow. If they don't, listen to what I have to say. So get that and move on. |
